>Be me
>Changed residence
>Moved to another country
>Living in another continent
>Prepared for University (Masters Degree)
>Started the Masters with enthusiasm
>Academic Level is one order of magnitude
>Gotta study harder
>What the F are these kinds of Maths?
>Workload ramp-up begins
>Euregio_Weather.exe enters the chat
>Winter_Blues since October
>Haven’t seen the sun in months
>Depression.exe kicks in
>Barely scraping for months due to scholarship being superdelayed
>Thanks F*cking SOYcialist Memexican Govt.
>Living day-to-day
>Half-assing German language
>Hochdeutsch is not enough due to funny regional accents
angry latino noises* (still learning German, tho)
>Try to find refuge in art and creativity
>Discover AI-Generative Models
>Discover how said AI-Generative Models are trained
>Give it a try.
>Autismo.exe makes me give a prompt to recreate one pic of mine
>Pic-Related is generated
>Fck this sht, they actually used my insignificant art to train
>New_Fear_Discovered
>There is nothing sacred anymore
>The MastersDegree topic I study generates precisely pic related
>I either become part of the machine and destroy part of my livelihood or perish
>Fall deeper into depression and bigger existencial crisis
>Try not think about it
>Family members dealing with sudden illnesses during the winter (One of them had a stroke)
>Become even more anxious and depressed
>Almost flunk the semester
>Abandoned all pleasure, games and health
>Mental_Breakdown has entered the chat
>Been away from everything for months
Don’t apologize. You rage against the machine well, and it deserves your righteous vengeance. Please share more of your beautiful and inspired art with us.